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Thursday, November 27, 2008

The Redefinition [[2]]

Log 15
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The Redefinition
A Trilogy

Breathing heavily, she turned the page. She was about to redefine romantic, and once redefined, she would live in accordance to her new definition. As miniscule as it sounded, the consequences may very well ban her to a life alone. She was about to seal a commitment to not settle for anything less than what she truly desired, no matter what the cost. Never again was she to desire something more than friendship from a person who did not agree with her definition of romantic, if not down to the last example, then at least down to the core idea.

Slowly, she began writing the first words. The flow and ease picked up the more she wrote, as her mind stopped fighting and worrying, and her heart took control.

To redefine romantic, I must first comprehend what the concept of romantic is. Romantic is considered to be an adjective; an adjective that describes the actions of a person towards another. Usually that first person is in love with the other. These actions are to be perceived as positive from the person receiving them. They are positive, and cause an attraction from the receiver, for the giver. Different people feel positive about different things. They are attracted to different things.

However, many people seem to feel positive and attracted to similar things, and this majority has created a standard that many others follow. Contrary to this standard, there are many sub-standards that have been created over time. People nowadays have the choice to either follow the standard, or be viewed as abnormal, within the sub-standards. If people feel that they do not fit into a category, they choose one that seems most appealing.

But enough of that! I grow weary of pressing myself into a mold that does not fit. I refuse to conform just so that I can be sure of receiving love. I take a little of every category and create my own definition. Whether others follow or not, does not matter. I will be my own person, and if it damn me to a life alone, then so be it.

He must be sure of himself. Confident. I will not spend day after day, hour after hour, explaining why he is better than he thinks he is. I grow weary of encouraging them to step out of their comfort zone and take a chance, whilst they talk about “her”, when I know they mean me. If there is an attraction, take the chance, act upon the opportunity. If there is none, create one.
Romantic is to take a chance by acting upon your feelings, regardless of the possible reaction.

He must be attracted to eccentricities. I am loud, I am crazy, I laugh a lot, and I like estranged food combinations such as gummy bears on pizza. I like leather bracelets, gel bands, chucks, ski caps, baggy jeans, and hoodies. I like bright nail polish, and I like sticking my tongue out in pictures. I like random bear hugs. It is essential that he more than tolerates such eccentric behavior. He has to embrace it, encourage it.

Romantic is standing in front of my door at two in the morning with coffee and gummy bears and a hug, just because he wanted to see me and remind me he loves me.

He has to realize that I write for the same reason I breathe. I do not quote and quip writer sayings because they sound nice, and because I have an attraction for all that is eloquent. I say it because it is a fact. If I cannot write, I struggle, I flounder, I fail, and I fall. I write more than short stories and fantasy books. I write prayers and single emotions. When I can’t write, I lose a part of my life, and the longer I cannot write, the more of my life I lose. Eventually, I die. I write. For the same reason. I breathe. The written word has power. It has passion. It contains worlds. When you read a book you are reading the mind of another being. You are dipping into another person’s creativity and imagination. A good book promises the sharing of emotions and feelings. It evokes thoughts, emotions, and desires. A magnificent book can twist your thoughts and create possibilities you would never have imagined. Dracula shatters the conventional and projects the fantastical idea of undead from the unrealistic realm into the plausible and real. It is a fantastic creation and every writer’s goal is to create something with that power.

Romantic is sitting under an enormous tree in a barren field at midnihte, reading Dracula with a flashlihte.

He has to challenge me. He has to lead me out of my comfort zone and push me to reach the goals I dream of but don’t trust myself to achieve. He will not ridicule me for my doubts, but will gently and firmly pull me out. He will encourage me to think outside of the box.

Romantic is leading me through a field of wheat and creating a large circle. Then lying down with me on a blanket and brainstorming with me, challenging my mind until inspiration strikes once more.

He will encourage my random eccentricities even after we are married. Regardless of our age, he will allow my vivacious and crazy tendencies to thrive.
Romantic is waking me up at two in the morning with a pillow fight; having a pizza-food-fihte-party with loads of coffee and gummy bears, and then watching a movie together.

Romantic is accepting me for who I am, not merely pointing out my flaws but providing me with a way to correct them. Romantic is not afraid of embarrassment. Romantic is picking me up and swinging me around just to hear me laugh. Romantic is throwing rocks at my window and ruffling my hair just to get my attention. Romantic is making faces and pretending to shoot yourself with a pen during a boring psychology class, just because it’ll make me laugh out loud and cause the professor to ask what’s so funny about the Skinner box.

Romantic is letting me cry without judging or telling me to snap out of it. Romantic is demanding I talk about what’s wrong, because you know I want to talk about it but would never ask for help that isn’t offered. Romantic is being protective. Romantic is being willing to take control. Romantic is taking a chance by acting upon your feelings, without weighing the pros and cons of a relationship. You can’t spend your life not acting upon it because it possibly could not work out. If you don’t act, you will never know.

Romantic is making yourself vulnerable to her and letting her know how much you need her.
And finally…

Romantic is not waiting on, or making the girl to take the first step.

Thus I have taken the first steps into redefining romantic. But what will be the consequences? Dare I even ask or wonder?

She put her pen down with a quivering hand, when a sudden noise caused her to look up. Some tapping scratch was striking the window pane. She arose from her chair and went to the window, ducking as another dull object tapped the window. Cautiously she rose again to peer through, and saw a figure standing below.

To be continued…


Thursday, November 20, 2008

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Log 14
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To Redefine Romantic [[1]]
A Trilogy

Expect the unexpected.

She put down her pen for a moment and gazed out her window at the darkness beyond it, illuminated only by the soft glow of a single street light. With a sigh barely audible, she picked it up once more and began to write her burden away. Her heart was heavily laden with blood tears, and only through writing would her crimson tears flow out of her and find release on the paper. On nights such as this one, it was not her mind which directed and composed the emotions, but her heart. She herself had no control over what was produced upon the empty sheet before her. She only knew that her burden lessened with every move her hand made, with every scratch of the pen against the paper.


Expect the unexpected. Throughout my life it seems to be my only consistency. Regardless of the long-term plans I make, whether I expect them to change or not, I can learn only to expect the unexpected. Spontaneity seems to control my life. But does this mean that I am not meant to be loved? Whenever the prospect arises, something tears it apart by means of spontaneity, rendering it impossible.

And yet, looking back, I must begin to believe that it was naught but providence that has left me caught in this world of spontaneity, randomness, and oxymoronical behavior, for I could never content myself with normality, as often as I long for it. Indeed it may be that the only reason I have longed for normality is because I have felt the pressure to conform to normality. Yet I do not belong to the popular form of normality.

I feel an urge to redefine things. It is not enough for me to be a certain form of abnormal, as some people content themselves to be. To simply place a label of abnormality upon me and call myself “goth”, “scene”, or “emo”, is not enough. What is abnormal about such behavior? Everyone does so to the point of abnormality being the norm.

So my desire is something much more than a statement… but a true desire of expressing my personality, dreams, desires, and fantasies in my own personal way, which happens to consist of abnormal spontaneity. The main focus of this is romantic. What is romantic, in my own definition? I wish to simply redefine romantic, for I cannot conform to the romantic views of normal society, nor even the abnormal fantasies of the common labels.
And I do believe that until I clearly stand for what I truly desire, I cannot find my true love. For as long as I conform to what is expected of me, I will never experience true love to the fullest degree. I will ever be changing who I am to follow romantic’s definition’s norms.

In the past I have hidden my true identity and feelings, because the desire to be loved overruled the desire to be loved for who I truly am. When a possibility arose, I carefully watched to see what might be expected of me, and then produced it. But how long can one live on love such as that? My second half may feel completed by me, but he would never know that just under the surface I am someone entirely different, with delights, ambitions, and dreams utterly unknown to him.

I begin now to realize that it cannot go on in such a way. I must learn that it is better to go through this life longing for a person I may never meet, than to spend it with a person who will never be able to complete me, because he knows not what it takes to do so. Such behavior would lead to my downfall.

As it is, I have had many downfalls. Conforming to a different identity just to be loved can only lead to dire consequences. This last and greatest consequence has left me scarred, inside and out, and rendered me unworthy of some noble love of those from whom I would desire it most.

In my life I can only remember two love-scenarios of important consequence, both of which led to a sectional downfall, scarring, and mutilation of my being. In the first, I gave up every emotional fibre of my being unto him. I allowed him to suppress my true characteristic nature simply because he felt embarrassed that a person of my age should have such inclinations. Such inclinations are perfectly fine to have in secret, but how can you be so immature as to subject them to public view?

Emotionally, I suffered greatly, and hid my character’s spontaneous joyful outbursts from the public. For this first result, I am however thankful. It taught me, we both grew, and hoped to learn from the mistakes we had made. Such emotional scars are rather easily repaired in comparison to the physical scars I carry from the last downfall.

Ah, even now I feel my heart’s scars tear open and bleed crimson tears, when I think of the horrendous acts I have committed, all in the name of love. How I have dirtied love’s glorious name. Alas, for I sold my body to lust, under the convincing lies that he brought forth. Anything, anything, as long as it brings me his love.

But such actions bring forth no love. They produce naught but despair, guilt, and anguish. Mayhaps some people can live with such actions, but it nearly brought my eternal downfall. When the moment of truth arrived, and he made it clear it was over, all the guilt I had suppressed came bursting forth, yet I was left alone. I had not even the strength to end my anguish by ending my own worthless life. I just prayed for someone to show mercy and end it for me. I lay down and prayed I never awoke again.

But I did awaken. And now guilt, anguish, and reality flung me against the wall of truth. My own worthlessness became clear. What had I now left? I had naught but the realization that I was a weak, blemished, worthless creation, no longer worthy of receiving love, even if it were offered.

I could not say how I survived the months following those horrid events. Were it not for the Almighty Himself, I should have perished utterly, and the downfall would have been complete. As it were, he picked me up and set me back on the right road. However the scars remain. This was damage that could not be undone. Nothing can remove the blemish, and so I am forever banned from the love of those more noble than I. I am left to shy away from it, for how could I explain him what horrendous things I had done? No, no, it is not possible. I could not bring myself to say it, nor could I live with the agony of keeping it hidden.

And so I wonder if I am to be forever banned from love all-together? I cannot say. It is most possible, yet that is not the point. I cannot even begin to wonder if I will ever be loved, until I have defined what it means to me, to be loved. Only when I know what love is, can I recognize it for what it is, and then determine whether I am meant to be loved; whether anyone is capable of loving me; if I stand alone in my views.

Redefining romantic. What does it mean to me? I am not saying that I wish to fully reject the historic romantic ideas, yet there are things I long for that break from the traditional mold. [[And I do believe I consider myself unworthy of such noble love as it is presented in such works as of Jane Austen. Such a woman as Elizabeth Bennet, Emma, or Elinor, I shall never be. I have fallen too hard for such a thing to be possible.]] I long for the unexpected. I expect it. Yet in 18 years, 9 months, and 12 days, the truly amazing has yet to happen. How much longer must I expect?

I shall continue to expect without receiving for as long as I do not comprehend what it is that I expect. I must redefine romantic, must give it my own meaning, so that I can be open to experiencing it.

I must expect the unexpected… but what can one expect, I wonder, when one attempts to redefine romantic…

I must accept the consequences of my actions, to this I must sign my name. And so I sign it with my heart's blood ink,


Ketlyn Leah Rawley



To be continued...




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Wednesday, October 29, 2008

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Vame Haven Chapter 6

Log 13
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[[For more of Vame Haven see http://www.writerscafe.org/writers/faeriegorgeous ]]


This one is short, and an incredibly rough draft (I have not read over it yet, this is fresh from my mind to the screen), but my favourite chapter so far.

Vame Haven©
By Ketlyn Leah Rawley

            For the rest of the day, Drake and Damon kept Crys away from the discs. She wouldn’t admit it, but the search for her identity was taking its toll on her, and the longer she searched the discs, the more discouraged she grew, and the more the light in her eyes faded.
            That evening, when Crys went to wash the cocoa and flour out of her hair, Damon used the opportunity to talk to Drake in private. “Drake, you’ve known Crys longer than I have. Tell me, how is she? She laughs, she smiles, she jokes and teases. When she speaks of her family I can see the horrendous ache in her eyes, but cannot hear it in her voice. What do you think?”
            Drake sighed and looked at Damon with sad eyes. “It is Crys’ subconscious nature. She feels pain. She feels emotions stronger than anyone I’ve known. But she will not show pain openly. Why do you think she carries her bangs the way she does? To hide her eyes. She knows I read emotions from eyes. Whether she knows it’s a vampire ability or just my ability, I do not know. Every reminder of her family makes her hurt. You should have seen her when she saw their family picture load up on the computer screen. Her eyes literally flashed with pain, but no tears came.
            “What do I think of it? I’m worried. She is battling two natures. Her first is to fall into a million pieces and cry until her strength fails her and she dies. The other is to shrug it off and move on, laughing and smiling. She is caught between two extremes, and can find no middle ground. And if she doesn’t find a middle ground, a third nature, so to speak, one of the two natures will win, and she will be consumed by it.” 

        “Are you saying eventually she will either be utterly consumed by her hurt and feel nothing else, or else be consumed by indifference, and lack the ability to feel?”

        “Somehow, she has simply got to find a way to allow herself the pain when she feels it and the joy when she feels it. Last night is the first time I have ever seen her show what she felt, when she felt it.”

“It seems when her Vamean instincts surface, that her third personality surfaces,” Damon observed. “Like when the Restok were chasing after her.”

           “Sometimes, it’s as her two battling personalities portray humans on one side, and the Restok on the other. She has to let the vampire in, and join with the human.”

“It’s funny you should say Restok,” Damon murmured, as if lost in thought.

        “How so?”

“You know the myths surrounding the origin of Restok?”

“Mutated humans, turned into the monsters they are from slaughtering vampires and consuming their blood.”

“That is what is assumed. It’s funny, it was told to me by a stranger in the woods, when I was a boy, about eight thousand years ago. I always thought he was mad, but now, I wonder. You see, he told me the Restok were Vameans.”

“That’s impossible. Half-breeds can’t reproduce other half-breeds,” Drake contradicted.

“Drake, we know what happens when Vamean babies have vampire blood smeared on their teeth. What happens if it is human blood?”

         Drake’s eyes widened at the thought. “Damon, are you saying… great Rahme this is why the Restok wanted Crys alive!”

  “Shh! That’s my fear,” Damon hissed. “But we can’t tell anyone about this. No one! Not even Crys. Do you know what such knowledge could do to her?!”

“She is battling enough personalities as it is.”

“If we are not careful, instead of accepting one, she will accept both.”

“You mean, like a multiple personality complex?”

“It would be fatal,” Damon nodded.

“What can we do? We cannot simply force her to become a warrior!”

“No. But by Rahme we simply cannot let her, or any of the other Vameans, fall into the hands of the Restok.”

       “You know, we could be wrong.”

“Of course we could! But then again we could be right. Can we take that chance?”

“What can we do? She has to take things slowly as she looks through her father’s discs, or else she will overload. But the longer we wait, the more danger there is.”

“We have to take her to Vame Haven.”

        “I hate rushing her.”

“Drake, you know her best. She will go wherever you tell her. She’ll do what you tell her. You have to explain why it is imperative that she come to Vame Haven as soon as possible.”

“Damon! I will not exercise that sort of power over her! That’s misusing her trust in me. No. If she goes, it is her decision.”

“I’m not telling you to bewitch her into coming. Just, find a way to explain why we have to leave now, without telling her about our fear concerning the Restok.”

“Like what, tell her you’re invited to a birthday party that you can’t miss?” Drake retorted sarcastically.

        At that moment, they heard Crys leave the bathroom and Damon didn’t have time to respond, simply casting Drake a stern look instead. She came into the living room and sat across from Damon and Drake on the big armchair, drawing her feet up and hugging her knees.

       Dressed in black sweatpants and deep green hooded sweatshirt, her emerald eyes flashed in competition, trying to out-color the sweatshirt. Her wet hair framed her face, her bangs fell into her big eyes, and looking at her, Drake couldn’t help but think that she was just like a little girl, lost in a big city, just trying to find her way home.

       “So how’s my chocolate raspberry doing?” Drake teased.

“Just fine. How are you, egghead?” Crys shot back, grinning from behind her knees.

“What a horrendous waste of cocoa your escapade was,” Damon lamented, standing up from the couch. “Where did you two children put the muffins anyhow?” he asked, walking towards the kitchen. “In the container on the top shelf of the preserver,” Drake answered, waving vaguely toward the kitchen, as if it would help Damon discover the muffins.

            Crys’ head suddenly shot up from behind her knees and she looked at Drake with a suppressed smile. “Drake? Did you tell him about the gummy bears?” Drake’s face exploded into a horrified grin. “No,” he said.

          At that moment, they heard a loud cough from the kitchen. Drake and Crys looked at each other in silent dismay for a moment, before bursting into muffled laughter. Drake was trying valiantly to keep his face straight, whereas Crys buried her face into a pillow, fairly choking on her laughter.

          “Come on, let’s get out of here,” Drake whispered, getting up and reaching out for Crys’ hand to pull her from the chair. He opened the patio door and they both slipped out. They ran for the nearest tree and then collapsed on the grass, still laughing.

  “Oh it’s a beautiful night,” Crys sighed, staring up at the sky.

“You want to see something amazing?” Drake asked, reaching for her hand. “Come with me.”

      He helped Crys up and led her through the dark meadow. “Now be careful, the ending’s a little abrupt here,” he whispered, slowing their steps. Crys strained to see, and as her eyes refocused, she saw that the ground beneath them suddenly dropped. What seemed like thousands of kilometers further down was a field of flowers, bordered by a ripple-less lake, gleaming like a new mirror, its colors shimmering alternately blue and silver as the moon gazed upon it.

            “Oh, Drake,” Crys gasped, clenching his hand for fear of falling.

“Amazing, isn’t it?” he murmured.

“The lake, the sea of flowers, the moon, and all those stars,” Crys said softly, tilting back to gaze at the sky. So enchanted was she with the sky that she did not notice Drake looking at her much in the same way that she was gazing at the sky. Still looking up, she lied down on the grass with Drake, their hands interlocked as they watched the stars sparkle.

           For a while longer they stared in silence, before Crys turned to look at Drake. “They can’t be an accident, can they Drake? Someone that beautiful was put up there for a reason, wasn’t it?” she asked. Drake smiled. “No I think you’re right. They are no accident.”

“But who put them there? I’ve never seen stars like this before, they’re the most beautiful thing you’ve ever seen, aren’t they?”

       Raising their interlocked hands, Drake was silent for a moment before he answered. “They’re beautiful, but they’re not the most beautiful thing I’ve seen,” he finally said, softly. Removing her hand from his, Crys looked at him questioningly. Asking himself whether he had taken complete leave of his sanity, he continued, “If their creator were to put all of those stars together into one dazzling star, it couldn’t outshine the beauty I see every time I look at you.”

      Crys remained deadly silent and for a few horrendous moments Drake wondered if he had maybe damaged their friendship for good. As he looked over at her he saw that her entire body was trembling, and when she sat up it became clear that she was crying.

          “Crys!”

“Drake, I, oh, I, you, all this time, you,” she babbled. Getting frustrated with herself she took a deep breath and tried to speak coherently. “All this time, I, you, I thought, it was just me, and, you, I, oh, why’d you say that?” she stammered, still barely able to bring out a clear sentence amidst the tears.

          “Because I’ve always loved you and I can’t stand keeping it in me a moment longer, even if it is selfish to admit it to you,” he answered.

“You, I, all this time, I,” Crys fell into incoherent stammers and tears once more.

“Crys?” Drake asked tentatively.

“I, I’m fine. You, I, o—oh!”

           This time Drake didn’t let her finish. He wrapped her in his arms and she collapsed against his chest, still crying. For a long time he sat there rocking her, as she fought the tears and tremors that raged through her. His revelation had completely stripped her of the barriers she tried to hide behind for so long, and the truth that he felt the same for her that she felt for him completely unnerved her. As the minutes passed and she realized he was still holding her, and that she had not imagined his words, her breathing calmed and the tremors stopped.

Taking a last deep breath, she hugged him back and finally whispered, “I love you too.”

She never saw the tears of relief that filled his eyes. She never felt the single drop that fell on her hair as he buried his face in it and kissed her head. She only felt his arms around her tighten, and only heard his soft whisper, "I love you Starshine."  




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-Naamarie-

♥Starshine†Faerie™


Monday, October 27, 2008

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Vame Haven Synopsis & Prologue

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If I don't get this out in the open I will EXPLODE.

I sent Vame Haven's synopsis, prologue, and first 5 chapters to a literary agent! ! !

I'm scared to death. I do not know what I fear more, a rejection notice, or nothing at all. If he doesn't respond, then I am spared his cruel words, but if he responds then it was worth his time to write the cruel words.

Oh dear.

Here I post for everyone the prologue and synopsis. Tell me what you think loves?

I shall update the rest of the world about my life tomorrow hopefully. If I haven't died of heartfailure before then.


Naamarie
-Starshine-

Synopsis

      "Crys is a Vamean. This startling revelation is brought to her by her best friend out of the blue, in the dead of the night. She is a half-breed, half human and half vampire, which makes her a potential threat to the vampire's greatest nemeses, the Restok. After so many years living in bliss ignorance of her true identity, Crys is abruptly thrust into an entire new world unknown to her. After a malicious attack from the Restok that leaves her family less, Crys' only anchor is her best friend, Drake, who is a vampire, and her self-appointed protector.
       After a narrow escape from the Restok, Crys is confronted with what it means to be a Vamean warrior, and that she is more than just a Vamean, but one of several Vameans prophesied by "The Vamean", Rahme Tresmont, thousands of years ago. Denying her identity as a Vamean will lead to her inevitable death at the hands of the Restok, yet accepting it promises a lonely and dangerous life as a warrior leader of the underworld.
       As the rest of the prophesied Vameans are found, Crys is joined by the fun-loving and vivacious Jake, prankster Ryan, serious and diplomatic Roscoe, happy-go-lucky Hannah, and the quiet, withdrawn Rebekah. As these Vameans, guided by the underworld's head senator, Damon, start down their destined path, they must eventually realize that their fate is leading them to something much greater and more horrific than anyone had anticipated. Suddenly, they are left to fend for themselves, as the Restok's intricate web of lies and evil infiltrates the underworld, and they alone have the power to put a stop to it; if only they could find the key.
       It is now that they must rely on each other and strengthen their bond if they want to survive, but instead they seem to be distancing themselves. Distrust grows as accusations and lies spread amongst them.
Are they ever going to get out of it? Can Jake and Crys find a way to pull the group back together, without Drake and Damon to help them? What is the secret behind the Restok? Can they prevent the impending doom for vampires and humans alike? Only Rahme can say... "


Vame Haven  

            In the year 2978, North and South Korea became one; both halves were under communist rule. In 3625 China, Japan, Taiwan, and Korea built an alliance with Russia, known as the Rujakotach Alliance, to take over the world. The United States, Canada, United Kingdom, and Australia built an alliance, called the United C.A.S.K., to resist the Rujakotach. The rest of Europe refused to ally with either side, building their own alliance—the European Old Guard. A third world war broke out as the United C.A.S.K. fought to keep their territory, the Rujakoch Alliance fought to take over the territory, and the European Old Guard fought to keep their territory as well as take over any territory they could.

            Then, complications arose in the European Old Guard, as France and Germany argued bitterly over where the EOG headquarters should be located. Finally, Germany turned on France and conspired against them, turning all other countries in the EOG against them, and wiping France’s population out. Germany became headquarters for the EOG and became determined to rise in power and recognition. The world would fear them. Their fight for survival turned into a fight for domination.

            The war lasted for 75 miserable years. As the years went by, the difference between United States, Australia, Canada, and the United Kingdom slowly dispersed; the four countries were referred to as one: The United C.A.S.K. They became one government and one country officially in 3668.

As the United Cask alliance flourished, the other alliances began to falter and fail. Japan turned against Russia, Korea snubbed China, Italy spited Spain, and Hungary raged against Czech. The only alliance that held together was the United Cask. The true reason was never discovered; the presumption held by the public was that they were the only alliance fighting with valor. While valor and honor were part of the reason, they were not the main reason.

With wit, intelligence, and determination, they managed to arrange treaties and contracts with Japan and Korea. If they surrendered to the United Cask, their original territory would be restored, under United Cask government, with full pardon. In return, they had to help put an end to the rest of the rebelling countries. Taiwan, China, and Russia refused the contract, joining the EOG alliance instead. As country after country in Europe was utterly destroyed, however, Taiwan and China followed Japan and Korea’s example.

Russia, Italy, Spain, and Greece fell one after the other as the United Cask wiped their civilization out with bomb after bomb. It wasn’t until half of Germany lay in ruins, however, that what was left of the EOG surrendered.

The United Cask rebuilt and modernized the destroyed countries as well as Japan and Korea. The greater part of Germany was rebuilt, but parts of it remained as they were before the war. No explanation was asked and none was ever offered. It simply remained a mystery.

By the time the year 8000 arrived, the greater part of the world enjoyed peace and modern convenience under the United C.A.S.K. government. All parts of the country were lost in the hubbub of happy lives, well-paying jobs, and easy travel. Only small parts of Germany, with their villages and houses of the 31st century were isolated. Though they lay merely 200 kilometers from the large cities—and with modern transportation, these trips took no more than 10 minutes—they were a world of their own. And, as is usually the case with little worlds like this one, strange, and sometimes even supernatural things can happen… things that could change the world… things that the world never discovers…



Wednesday, February 06, 2008

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That's kinda creepy.

And tomorrow's my birfday. I'll be 18. WOOHOO


-Cryssie Leah



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